Monday, November 28, 2005

BAGONG PROJECT, BAGONG BUHAY,
BAGONG TEAMMATES, BAGONG PAKIKISAMA

CRM?!

Hi all!

This is to inform you that you will be joining the CRM Capability group effective Dec. 1. Look for Rose Lirag. Details of your assignment will be discussed by Clark Kho, the project manager. I have already asked Victor to collect your PC information. Victor please check with Rose regarding the specific work area where you will transfer. Also, make sure that you request your PC for reblasting by Tuesday afternoon for it to be ready by Oct 30. Victor coordinate this as well with those on training. Let me know if you have questions.

Thanks!
Maria Theresa H. Bunag


Ugh! tapos na ang maliligayang araw ng pagiging reserve player ko haay... mayamaya kukunin na ang pc ko at ipapareblast na... kaya nga kuntodo ako sa pagbaback up... at dahil ayoko nang humiram ng cd writer... binack up ko na lang yung files ko sa yahoo... err. bobo parin ako.. wala bang ibang way para mgaback up ng sobrang lalaking files.. nakakainis talaga noh... hinati hati ko pa yung files ko ng tigti-10 MB pa.. hay...

syempre nagresearch ako ng konti dito at maraming mga tao ang nagsasabing walang kwenta to sa larangan ng bussiness process outsourcing.. ito kasi sya...

Costumer Relationship Management:
"The term CRM is used to describe either the software or the whole business strategy (or lack of one) oriented on customer needs. The second one is the description which is correct. The main misconception of CRM is that it is only software, instead of whole business strategy."

sabi ng iba... hindi naman kaylangan nito ng mundo.. isa itong money making strategy para sa mga walang magawa... sakin naman... oo nga naman.. hindi naman natin kaylangan ng napaka-complex na tool or sistema, o matinding pag-aanalisa para malaman nang isang kumpanya na ang hinahanap ng isang customer ay kaaya-ayang serbisyo o produkto na ang kalidad ay aayon sa halagang kanilang ibinayad... well, i wish i would start changing how i think about this field of BPO. Baka itong larangan na ito ang magpakain sakin.. who knows? baka malakas pala pera dito.

missing ma pwends

ugh.. i miss my barkada.. i actually miss going to school.. i miss uste... i miss a lot of things that i have been used to for five years.. yeah.. college is really too short. i wonder why on earth did i want to graduate. baon... half day schedule... 2pm-8pm classes... what was i thinkin? compare it to this job? which most of the times won't allow me to get ny share of the sun...

well, it only means i'm not really enjoying work now... i want to get rid of this company as soon as i can. err... im actually looking for a part time job. not necessarily with high compensation, but it should be something that i really enjoy... umm like.. teaching... right.. i'm really not very sure about it, but i really do like to teach. in college, i do enjoy having to teach my classmates the lessons. i especially enjoy it when we have to cram hours before an exam and i have to give them the simplest possible explanation for the quiz topics. i feel proud when they get good scores. i appreciate it when they tell me that i did help them do good in the quizzes. i also feel good when i am able to create shortcuts to seemingly MILE-long solutions, and then the WHOLE class suddenly uses the shortcut i invented. i feel elated. i really enjoy having to share my ideas and how it works. i am, however not sure if i am "smart" or "knowledgeable enough" to BE TEacher.

we have this stupid college professor, and everybody hates him for being stupid, he doesn't even know what he's teaching. when he's trapped by a student's question, or when he can't simply answer, he would deliver the excuse of all seasons.. "alam nyo kasi guys, pare-pareho lang taung nag-aaral ngayon, kaya magiging assignment natin yan pare-pareho." anak ng pocha. kaya nga ako nagbayad ng pagkamahal mahal na tuition dito eh, para matuto... sana nagself study na lang ako... the nerve.

see.. i don't know if i am as stupid as he is but definitely i won't come to class as unprepared as he does. not only downgrades my credibilty as an instructor, but also makes me look stupid in front of 40 or more people. i don't want to be hated and disowned like that. never. ayokong mabrand, katulad nya. sabi ng mga batchmates ko, kaya bumababa ang passing rate ng uste dahil sa kanya... to which I cannot ARGUE din... kasi ever since pumasok sya sa nung 2003, haay.. from 90+ percent bumaba talaga yung passing rate namin... naging 80+, 62.5% at ngayon nga 59% lang kami... haay.. ako pramis talaga.. mas gugustuhin ko pa na bigyan na lang ako ng libro na gingamit nyang reference... then after 3 days magtetest ako sa kanya.. kaysa pasukan ko yung mga klase nyang sobrang sayang lang sa panahon... haay naku... ewan ko ba kung bkt naregular yan.. hindi naman yata kino-consider ng admin yung mga student's evaluation. laging negative comments ang nilalagay ko dun, pero la epek.

but i am really looking forward to a nice teaching stint in any of the state colleges or yet, universities sa philippines. I'd actually like to try ****, or kahit patutor-tutor lang sa mga mejo may kayang pamilya na may mahihinang mga anak... heheh.. dapat mga tech or math subjects, mas gamay ko yun eh.. di ako mahilig sa mga arts.. ekek.. pag nagustuhan ko ang pagtuturo, i might consider it as a profession. sa totoo lang, dahil nakapasa na ko sa board, makes me qualified na magturo sa ibang bansa, even in the states. pero mas gusto ko magturo dito sa pilipinas, marami bata ang nangangailangan sa mga dedicated na teachers. err... ako ba yun?

Sunday, November 20, 2005

kapag tumibok ang puso...
donna cruz, 1990

sharam-daram-shan daram
sharam daram shan daram
sharan-daram-shan daram.. ohhhh

heto na naman naririnig
kumakaba-kaba itong dibdib
lagi na lang sinasabi
pwede ka bang makatabi?

kahit sandali lang, pwede ba?
sana'y pagbigyan, sige na?
mukhang tinamaan yata ako..oohhh

kapag tumibok ang puso
wala ka nang magagawa kundi sundin ito
kapag tumibok ang puso
lagot ka na, siguradong huli kaaa...

errr... peborit na kanta ko tyo nung 6 yrs old palang ako.. hahha.. me sayaw pa nga tong kasama eh.. naalala ko lang kasi.. hay ewan ko ba...


usapang masheee

marami sa atin ang takot ma-inluv. ewan ko ba. kasi takot masaktan, takot magmahal. ako... hindi mashado. takot lang ako na mawala sya. kaya kahit matagal ko na syang pinapangarap ay pilit kong isinasantabi ang nararamdaman ko. dahil kuntento na ako na minamahal sya from afar. minsan me mga nakaw moments na tititigan ko lang sya nang hindi nya napapansin. kahit likod nya lang... para sa akin ay 3 minuto ko nang ligaya.

sa palagay ko, ang hindi ko pagtatapat kahit sabihin pang karuwagan ay isa paring demonstrasyon ng selfless love. kung sasabihin ko yun, sya parin ang iniisip ko, kung paano nya tatanggapin, kung paano sya malilito. hindi ko gusto na guluhin sya. hindi ko kaylangang dumagdag sa mga iniisip/pinoproblema nya. hindi ko gustong ma-guilty sya, kung malalaman nya, sakaling wala syang nararamdaman sakin. ayokong maguilty sya na nasaksaktan nya ako. kasi kahit ano talaga gawin nya, hindi talaga kayang baguhin ng kahit ano yung pagtingin ko para sa kanya. ayokong mafeel nya na may kasalanan sya sa akin.

kung tatanungin nyo ako, masakit ba? well, its a state of mind. kung hahayaan ko na masaktan ako, masasaktan talaga ako. pero kasi masaya kasi ang umibig. nagiging masakit lang yun kapag nag-expect tayo na the person would return the feelings. that they'd love you back. err... sa totoo lang wala tayong magagawa kung hindi tayo gusto ng taong gusto natin. nagiging masakit kasi pag iniisip mo na lahat ng gawin mo para sa kanya, nagiging unseen and unappreciated efforts. e nasa nature na nang tao ang 'need for feedback', pag hindi naibigay yun, nalulungkot tau at nadedepress. parang feeling mo sayang lang lahat ng ginawa mo.

loving doesn't hurt...it is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected, we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered.

kaya ako lahat ng kaya kong gawin, gagawin ko para sa taong yun. kasi masaya na ko na nakakatulong ako sa kanya. na may nagagawa ako para sa kanya. hindi naman sa pagpapa-abuso... hindi naman ako ganun katanga. hindi nga siguro ako masyadong mahalaga sa kanya, pero parte parin ako ng buhay nya. nakacontribute parin ako kahit papano sa kabuuan ng pagkatao nya. and that alone makes me feel complete.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

pagkatapos ng drama...

pagkatapos ng ilang linggong pagiging mabait, balik na tayo sa usual perverted self. haay... baklaan na naman tayu...

pwede na siguro ulit... manlait ng patalikod... magjoke ng green... magsungit kahit may period o wala... gumimik ng walang guilt...

heheheh...

bitchtalk: ayoko sa mga...

1. taong nagsabi ng "oo" pero hindi naman tutupad... sana derechahan na lang.
2. taong akala mo kaibigan mo pero wala naman pala talagang pakialam sayo.
3. nang-iiwan sa ere, lalo na inaasahan mo sila.
4. sinungaling
5. injanero't injanera
6. walang utang na loob.
7. di marunong mag-appreciate ng efforts ng ibang tao.
8. laging kontra, hindi marunong makinig
9. mahilig manisi
10. basta people who can stand letting other people down, hindi man lang magexert ng effort.

haay naku... sampu palang yan.

nakakainis talaga kasi inuulan ako ng mga taong ganito... pag me nakilala kayong ganitong mga klaseng tao, wag na kayo mashadong mag-expect from those people. kse paulit-ulit lang nila kayong ididisappoint. at paulit-ulit lang kayong maiinis. hay, kung pwede lang layuan nyo na. believe me, its not your loss. mag-aaway lang kayo ng mag-aaway. kahit matagal na kayong magkakakilala, it won't stop them from being mindful only of themselves. mga selfish. sobrang laid back na nakakabanas. mga wala talagang pakialam tong mga taong ito sa panahon, pera, at effort ng mga taong umaasa sa kanila. sarili lang lagi iniisip. hindi man lang nila ico-consider lahat ng ginawa mo kung sa tingin nila e mahihirapan din sila along the process. pwedeng-pwede nilang itapon lahat ng pinagpaguran mo ng ganun-ganun na lang. mahilig lang talaga silang mambale-wala. haay.. nakakahighblood...

ang unix bow!

tatlong buwan ko na syang ginagamit, pero ngayon ko lang natutunan at naintindihan. anak ng peste naman kasi dito sa kumpanyang ito. isasabak ka sa trabaho na para kang nangangapa. bibigyan ka nga ng kaunting training, mga 2 weeks, tas aasahan nila na super galing mo na.

pechay! nakakaloka... buti na lang may technical cbt. pakiramdam ko tuloy ang tanga tanga ko. sa totoo lang gusto ko nang umalis ditoh....

goodluck and God bless...

sa mga CE na magtetake bukas ng test! arah, melai, lea kaya nyo yan.. AJA!!! God Bless you!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

God must be Green

www.inq7.net/exam/ece_11052005.pdf

"God will lead you into many situations that will seem impossible, but don't try to avoid them. Stay in the middle of them, for that is where you will experience GOD."

I knew it. Miracles do happen. And I am fortunate enough to experience it first hand. Hahahaha! I'm just too honored that God chose and used me to demonstrate His greatness. I know I don't deserve such but I can only show gratitude.

Honestly, I was already getting along with the idea that I will not pass the exam last Nov 5-6. I have assesed my own performance in the three subjects, Math: 34/50, Electronics: 60/100, Communications: 40/100. An average of at least 70 percent would grab me the title. Kung i-cocompute mo, base sa weight, (30% math, 35% elecs, 35% Comms) 56 percent lang ang average ko... Anak ng lintik... san manggagaling yung 14%? Sang kamay ng langit ako makakahanap ng pag-asa???!!!

With that, I just willed myself to expect the worst. Para it won't hurt that much... Really... I was on my way to acceptance... I was dead sure that my name would not be on the list. I was just waiting for Wednesday (results) to confirm my failure. I just need that truth so that I could start getting over it. I just want to go through the whole process of depression, self-pity, depression again, and then acceptance fast. I want to move on as soon as possible. But God thought otherwise. Well I guess, it’s meant to be.

I won't be too humble... that's not me. I did sacrifice a lot for this. I've worked hard for it. What would hurt me the most if I failed, is disappointing my parents, who have been very supportive of me, from the moment I decided to work while taking the board. I just can't stand letting them down. My tatay is actually against the idea of me gambling my license for an IT job. He adviced me to take the board muna, then work. But I am just as hardheaded my father is. Hindi talaga marunong makinig. Me sariling utak. Akala ko kasi madali, hindi pala! Pero deadma parin ako... Nung malaman ko yung result ng Pre-board, napatanong ako... tama ba tong pinasok koh? Paano ako magto-top nito? Anong laban ko sa mga full-time reviewees? Duh bah. (Joke!!! hehheh, concern ko ba yun?) But I believe that this is exactly what God wants to happen. I've asked for signs, you know. And I believe I got them. ( I actually dreamt of passing the board, twice!!! scary noh!) Truly, if you choose to proceed with what He has told you, no matter how incredible it might seem, you will experience the joy of seeing God perform a miracle and so will those around you.


This experience has taught me a lot. It taught me humility and blind trust in God. It taught to be grateful of even the simplest things that I have and could have. I learned how to count my blessings instead of whining and dwelling on the things that God has not given me, yet. I learned to ask people to pray for me. And I learned to ask God to bless other people. I learned the value of sacrifice. I also I learned that God will not always give you want you want; rather He will give you what you deserve. I guess, he has this all planned for me. I'm glad I trusted Him.


I really want to thank all the people who in one way or another have helped through this big ordeal. I am forever indebted. Especially those who inspired me, prayed for me, cheered for me, and took a bit of their time to wish me good luck. You are always in my prayers.

KAM SAM HAM NIDA!!!!!

Specifics:

I want to thank my manager Ms Tetet who allowed me to take half days off work so I could study. Many thanks. I also want to thank my PS and SAP Startgroup. Salamat sa dasal nyo kahit sino pa mga panginoon nyo.. hahahahah. Special mention kay Rox, na nakalimutan kong batiin ng hapi burrrday dahil tuliro ako sa pagrereview.

I want to congratulate my batchmates na nagtake. Grabe. Another milestone na naman sa mga buhay buhay natin toh. Kelan ba ang house party? Miss ko na flirtdays natin. hehehe.Pranz, miss na kita...

Sa mga TEPEEPS na lagi akong chinicheer kahit sa ym lang. Salamat talaga. Laking bagay nung tumatawag kayo sakin para palakasin loob ko. O ate Jomay, bilib ka na ba? hehehe... JOKE.. hindi ako pedeng magyabang na magaling ako dahil talagang pinagpapala lang ako ng Diyos. Puro powers nya toh. Hahaha.. makakasama na ko sa mga gimmick. Sorry po kuya Ivan dahil di ako nakapaunta sa haus mo, nong oct 31. saka nung wedding ni kuya erwin... ngarag nako sa coaching nun eh... salamat po sa pag-alala. at sa pag darasal.

Sa mga CE friends ko na sila Melai, and Arah, salamat at nanjan parin kayo para sakin kahit na tatlong taon na tayong hindi nagakakasama ng matagal. Touched talaga sa paggood luck mo sakin sa radio... hahhaha.. kayo na this week. Galingan nyo ha. Alam ko kaya nyo yan guys...God Bless. Salamat talaga sa pagsasama nyo sa dasal nyo sakin.

And of course MY BELOVED TROPA, KAMOTE KIDS!!! I know hindi lahat tayo succesful. Mejo nangamote yung iba satin... pero sabi ko nga kay Ronald, may mas malaking plano si Lord para sa atin. Pero it doesn't mean na kailangan nating sumuko... May April pa. Saka mejo nakapagdasal lang yung iba ng mas malakas kesa satin. Pero napag-usapan naman natin na ke bagsak o hindi tuloy tayo sa out of town gimmick!!! Sabiihin nyo lang kung kelan kayo ready na gumimik. NAmimiss ko na kayo sobra. Salamat salamat!

And especially my Mama and Papa who never failed to inspire me and supported me all the way. I could not ask God for another pair of parents than you. I love you guys. I'm happy that I made you proud. Start palang to. Balang araw, dream house naman natin ang pagtutulungan natin. Thanks din sa mga kapatid ko dahil, naintindihan nyo naman ang extrang alaga nina mama at papa sa akin, these past months... sensya na, utols...

Note: Di ko talaga alam kung pano ko kayo ililibre lahat... baka pwedeng installment!